God, are you there, it's me Schmims?

I feel... "down... down... down... down in a ring of fire..."

It's not a good feeling to know that I need (want) an internship. 

It's not a good feeling to know that I hate the classes I'm in. 

It's not a good feeling to know that school politics are discouraging me.

It's not a good feeling to know that the economy bites. 

It's not a good feeling to know that a certain population of people are frustrating me. 

It's not a good feeling to know that I have a bunch-o-work to do for school. 

God always reminds me that I have to keep things in perspective and I'm cheered when I remember that He is able to provide me with all the perseverance I need, but sometimes I forget....