I kept thinking, "God, can you please make them not hear what I just said?" "God, can you undo this?" "God, nobody can thwart your will for me, not even me, right?"
I know that if God's will for me involves working at this company, then all the pieces will fall into place. If not, then I will accept that this isn't where He wants me right now. It's up to Him, not me.
Now, I must go to bed. I did not sleep well.
Your post makes me think of the musical process of auditioning. I've come to the conclusion that the more intelligent the person, the worse they are at auditioning. Auditioning skills (interviewing skills?) in some ways are like a game that are separate from who you are as a person. I hate that but it seems to be true. But there is a lot more wrong with the auditioning process than with the people who get rejected. It seems foolish to equate your worth with the interviewing process, don't you think? This knowledge it seems, if you get a grip on it, will make you a heck of an HR person!!
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